I cant seem to remember exactly when was I decided to be a better person. I guess I made that decision everyday since I learned that crying wouldn't do much of a good. I promise myself everymorning to always be thankful, smile more, caring more, take care and appreciate myself more and..emptying my glass for that day's experience and wits. I cant render much of what im planning to do with this, the ideas scatter in my head and as much eagerness I have to put them in writting..I have kinda troubles to actually putting them once I see a blank spot...hmmh..blogging is not easy.
but anyway, Im sure it's everybody's intention to become their own version of "a better person"..in their terms, in their times, mine's now...Im also sure I can put them in words, a letter at a time if it must..
another lesson-learned thought:
I used to drag the heart so heavy to feel...I used to crash the head so hard to think..I used to squeze the tears so tight to drop..I used to bond the unleash..I used to force the free..I used to want the unreach..I used to beg the un-given..and there I was...crushed...and here I am...learning..and emerging..re-listening...re-feeling...re-thinking...Simply...just simply...re-doing..-kamar, 251209, 9:22PM-